You may or may not know that last July I had rather a nasty problem
with my back. Basically one of my lumbar
discs decided to split and a bit came off.
It kindly attached itself to my sciatic nerve - ouch ouch ouch. I have never in my entire life experienced
such pain and I just could not get rid of it not matter what mind altering
drugs the doctor gave me.
As an active person I found the most frightening thing was the
forced inactivity. I literally could not
stand up for more than a few seconds without this painful ‘hot’ needle pain
shooting up and down the back of my right leg.
Awful. I has also lost the
sensation in my right foot. When I could
finally stand I tried to go up on my toes on the right foot - couldn’t.
The big thing for me besides the awful pain was the fact that I
couldn’t see how I would ever get better or run again. Depression loomed large and also its best
mate anxiety! The negatively even as I write this is obvious.
After a lot of patience from my top Physio Phil Willams and of
course Daren I started to improve.
Eventually a scan showed the full extent of the problem but by that time
there was a small light at the end of the tunnel and I was improving. Luckily for me surgery was not required, my
body had started to absorb the bit of disc!
I attempted to run again in September. It felt like a bit of my right leg had been
chopped off? Very bizzare. It hurt everywhere but not in my back. I carried on but was so so unfit. Two miles felt like 10. The belief I could run again was being drummed
into me by Daren and Phil - it took me a while to catch up.
Eventually it started to come back - but would my power in the right
side ever be there again?
After running round the Ward Green 6, then doing the Winter Track
Series I knew I needed another challenge just to see where I was - The Norton
9.
Never done this race before.
No watch, no negative thinking and off I went. Support from the club great. Started slow and just did what I could. Conditions were perfect and my pace nice and
steady and even. At 7 miles even though
I was tired I was smiling - I’d achieved my come back. At 8 I knew it was downhill home and I tried
so hard to push on. The hill to the
finish virtually had me beaten - where was the finish line. Everyone watching at the bottom said ‘Finish
is just up there’! Where I could not see
it. After a little stress I turned into
the field and there it was. Crossed the
line and burst into tears - I felt so tired, so emotional and a bit sick! But objective achieve and an average pace of
8.20.
The support I received for finishing in not a bad time was fab and
meant an awful lot.
So on to the next challenge - The Segovia Half Marathon on 17
March! It will be hilly but just going
to trot round and ‘smell the roses’ on the way happy that I can run.
A little taster of what's to come......
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